17AM

5 days ago, I met a boy. He is older than me of course. He is the judge from my martial arts competition. Well-built body, bass voice, sporty. He is nice, and has a great sense of humour. Well Its not the first time. I met him last year at the same condition. But now is different.

He asked me for the pic that I took last year, but I forget where is it, so I asked him to take a pic again, well, heres the pic, does it make sense? hahaha..

Things running well around us. He often called me, i dont know what for but, he spend 1-2minutes on the phone with me with random questions, and meeting plan. But sometimes he is gone, I dont know where he've been but, he seriously make me worried and insecure I dont know, my head is full of random thoughts.

In our last conversation (on the phone) he asked me to accompany him to watch martial arts competition with him but, I'm not sure I will. Cause.. you know, we just met. I'm afraid of.. sorta things like.. maybe he dont like me. maybe he just play me or anything, it could be any possibility, right? I want to play it cool but its not easy blahhhh..

But, he seriously make me feel good. Even when he nowhere near. Thinking about him makes me happy. Did I just fall in love again? I mean, did I really fall in love again? And FINALLY moved on?
... still a big question

How about my feelings for the "Archer"?
Where will they go?
And, what if he don't like me?
what if he actually just wanna be my friend?
what if he just tryna play me?
what if HE'VE GOT A GIRLFRIEND?!!!
God, please show me what direction should I go?