Im home.. alone.. and hungryyyyyyyyyy as hell!
I think it's a good time for late night random post
Its our first month for being together, 30x1<3 hahaha. We seems get closer at each other. I can feel his intention to be a little warmer. We're fine. And (I wish) we always will be.
He asked me about his bad habit that I heard from my super brother. I won't give a word but he forced me so..okayy.. my bro says that he is an ignorance one, a little bit careless, moody, and often doing anything just like what he wants. I couldn't find the right words to express but overall, my love is bigger than him, and it breaks me a little. But yeah, I think there's nothing wrong about that. I dont mind loving him more than he did.
But yeah there's a thing that bothers me a little. My bro suggested me to see, hows his effort in this relationship. Cause if he didn't try to manage me with care, I'd be in one point that I really really tired and fed up, and I go away, and it breaks him, breaks everything. I mean, do I really gonna do that? I don't want to break him up. I like being like this, even in silence. Well, things will work out fine, I guess. Just pray da best.
I've so many insecurities now and its killing me alive sometimes when I'm alone. I've to let go of all bad feelings and bad affections. Nobody can hurt you unless you let them, right?
btw happy eid mubarak from us
