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dont cry, bitch

Gloomy May

Sometimes people cant feel what others feel, especially if its a spoiled child. They dont know how to appreciate people for being kind, and patient with them. Like my cousin. I've always deaf my ear for her rude mother. I've always been nice, always helping her in every situation but, she's act like a real bitch sometimes. Y'all should know, its sucks being poor. Everyone will underestimate you, as if ur under their feet. I swear I would never be with her anymore. Its not that I hate her, I just want her to learn that everybody has a heart, and you can irritates people, including me. Im enough forgiving her.



Love bound?
I finally realize that all love ever does is break, we've been together about 11 month. Idk why but everything seems gone wrong. I've been surprised by the fact that i dont love him like I did before, and today, I think he does too. Its a dangerous time for us, cause.. there's no person holding on left. I miss the old days when he was my dream boy, and Im happy enough just to stare him at class. Life full of surprises. It does a roller coaster, so many up and down. It's also has many obstacles, and everytime I fail, the other obstacles bump me and punched me in face.
I know I might not ready for loosing him, but the situation!!! ugh. It hurt my heart, and my head to always wonder why he becomes such a jerk nowadays. I always pray for us, I pray that we can be together for the rest of our lives, but trust me, its not that easy, it reallly is not that easy! Well, however, i wish this problem will be fixed soon whether it comes to an end, or made up each other. But I pray the best for us. For each one of us. I wish you'll be happy, with or without me, ram. I miss the old days for god sake. I am really sorry for being rude lately. I cant control myself